Going Home
Wow...it has been one crazy and very emotional week!
It all started on Wednesday when all the senior missionaries and those missionaries with health issues got sent home. We had over 50 missionaries leave the NCRM in one day, it was so sad. Missionaries were being transferred to fill spots of those who had left. Sister Bloxham was suppose to go back to Nauvoo, but stay in Sanford with me because of coronavirus.
On Friday President Holland got the news that all international missionaries were to be sent home. I didn't think I would be included in those missionaries - because I'm from the US. That afternoon, I got a call from President Holland telling me that I was being sent home. In that moment I had no idea what to think, I was definitely not expecting this at all. Because my home and family live in England, I'm considered an international missionary. My heart sunk and I was broken. I had to leave North Carolina way earlier than I wanted!
Saturday afternoon Sister Bloxham & I were teaching a lesson online and we're about to set up a return appointment. When I checked my phone, I had received an email with my flight itinerary...I was leaving the Next Day!! I was shocked, I didn't think it would happen that fast. The rest of the day was spent packing both myself and Sister Bloxham. Since I was going home, she had to be moved into a trio with the Sister Training Leaders who lived 30 mins. away from us.
The next morning we headed to the airport and I had my departing interview with President Holland, right there at the airport. He told me that I may not know right now exactly the reason for why this is happening, but God has a plan for me and everything will be alright! I traveled with some other missionaries who were heading home, which was super nice. The other missionaries were super confused when I said I was going home to England and I had an American accent lol! I arrived in England Monday morning!
Funny story: I was going through security in London and they had to search my carriage on bag. While they were checking it the security lady says "oh she's a Sister she's fine..." and then she says "you're way to young to be a nun." I explained that I was a missionary, not a nun, but I will never forget that moment!
I have so many mixed emotions. My heart is broken that I had to leave North Carolina and the people. I have grown to love everyone there so much! I am so sad to leave the North Carolina Raleigh Mission. I have grown so much in these last 8 months. I would not trade the experiences I've had for anything! But I'm also super happy to be home to see and be with my family!
I don't know what is going to happen exactly, but what I do know right now is that I have to been in isolation for 2 weeks! It has been one of the hardest weeks. But, I know everything happens for a reason and God has a plan for me! This could be my last email...idk?
I do know that the Book of Mormon is the word of God and another Testament of Jesus Christ! I know that there is nothing that can bring more greater peace in our lives than the Savior. He lives and loves us! I know that prophets are called of God to lead and guide us especially during these crazy times. I know this is the true church here on the earth today. I love the gospel, I know that Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ loves us so much!
Be safe, stay healthy, and watch conference this weekend because it's going to be incredible!! Y'all are amazing and thank you so much for everything!
Love y'all!!!!
Sister Ogden
Saying goodbye to Sister Bloxham :(